我好委屈，好委屈

where should i start ? hmmm............
ok........... since i try to let down all the things ......
since i lost my tears to cry for you .......
since i lost a best friend like you........

i donno what the reason that make this happen between us but it can't turn back....
i had regret and apologize 4 so many time but it useless....
and wat the point i continue to do it when i found out that you didn't even care and treasure .....
the memory, i hope i had a delete button beside my mind so i can't straight delete it from my mind .....

i try to be strong , i try to do the best ......
i try to live without you......
i try to stop my tears....

and i did it .....
no tears for you , since last 3 weeks....
stop to miss you or care for you is the only things that i can't stop myself doing ....
although it become lesser and lesser  , maybe once a week but you still feel that it is annoying ,k i will stop it .............
i care you as a friend , is thst a difficulty for you to accpet me as your friend in your life , damn funny .....

i keep telling myself ,
CK , be tough please , you still have your friends , you still have your family , you still have your own world , wat is the point you worry ? he just a person that pass through your life accidently , he had let you know how the real world look ......
haha~
turn yourself into a big girl please , you are not alone , millon of people in this world , and you are not the only person that facing this problem , many teenagers facing the same the problems........
love yourself ~
world is big , he not only boy in the world ~ hahahahahaha~
don't worry be happy  <3

end of loving you ~ ><