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after genting trip ............ CNY coming ~ so i need to went back to my hometown , melaka again ........... u can say tat i'm cruel enough , but really i hate my home ~ but i try to accept it ~ since they r the 1 who big me up ~ but since i'm small the still hope to run away from tis house ~ why ? hahaha ~ i hate it ~ calling u is just 4 work ~ study , no friends and entertainment ~ about study ya ~ u noe wat ? i not hating study but just how i read or study , the word in the book still can't copy in to my brain ~ i damn stupid i noe ~ my dad and mum is good in their study but sorry i not ~ i noe wat i doing , i try to study hard just look like no1 can see it ~ y other people going back their hometown is so happy but not me ? i hope i can be happy when i can spent my time with my family , but y i can't ? i just hope to be normal ~ my dad always say don't compare urself with other , i'm not comparing but just demand something tat is basic from the n...

we had just finish our exam ~ oh well ~ this is the last minutes answer 4 myself ~ b4 the day 4 the trip ~ i keep asking myself ~ should just give up the trip ~ keep thinking , an my tear dropping ~ u may not belive , i crying ~ the final decision ~ i going ~ i don't want myself regret 4 the whole life ~ is not about him , is about us ~ my beloved tkd gang ~ ya i love u all ~ without u all , who should i be ? the day we depart , i taked the morning bus , rushing back to KL~ K ~ and lucky i arrive at the time , 4 the meeting ~ >< deciding the activity tat we going have this year ~ interesting idea ~ a new starting ~ Me , Hui min , Hui Xin , Ah Dian , Xin lei , Ariel , Ben Ben , CK , and Oo Yong ~ can't wait 4 all the activity ~xDD we depart from wangsa ~1.40pm ++ something ~ we arrive titiwangsa and wait 4 other ~ 3 o'clock ~ we on the bus ~ i saw u ~and wat my thinking ? hmm.............. actually i really donno how to face...

after so many days ........... look like it won't change the truth ~ losing u in my life , is so suffer ~ but if tis is the only choice , just wishing u happy and always ~ hope the tarol are accurate ~ just finish exam ~ hmm ~ having a bad time ~ study like hell but when going inside just like i read nothing ~ damn ~ six sub ok ~ how many sub will i fail tis time ?? just awaiting to die ~ now days ~ i just keep going cc at tbr ~ just 4 youtube and sj and g.n ~ kpop ~ love so ~ leaving ~