after genting trip ............
CNY coming ~ so i need to went back to my hometown , melaka again ...........
u can say tat i'm cruel enough , but really i hate my home ~
but i try to accept it ~ since they r the 1 who big me up ~
but since i'm small the still hope to run away from tis house ~
why ? hahaha ~ i hate it ~
calling u is just 4 work ~ study , no friends and entertainment ~
about study ya ~ u noe wat ? i not hating study but just how i read or study , the word in the book still can't copy in to my brain ~
i damn stupid i noe ~ my dad and mum is good in their study but sorry i not ~
i noe wat i doing , i try to study hard just look like no1 can see it ~
y other people going back their hometown is so happy but not me ? i hope i can be happy when i can spent my time with my family , but y i can't ?
i just hope to be normal ~
my dad always say don't compare urself with other , i'm not comparing but just demand something tat is basic from the normal family , i still helping ,i still study , but y i can't own tat simple demand ?
and my mum ~ i always thinking , y she hate me ? cursing me and say tat i can't finish my diploma .............. no words ~
i try to take my friends advice just like Teck Yu and Hui Min , they hope tat i can spent more time with my family ~
i do wat they teach but seem like useless ~
y they can't just giving me support in the write way ?
forcing me is a support 4 me ? are u kidding ?
ya i noe i failed my exam is my fault but can u just tell me with the soft way , just like saying ' next time be more harder in tis 'or telling me the right way to go ,but not scolding and cursing ?
everytime u call me , the way both of u talking just like threaten me , u noe the way you talk is giving me more stress ?
i feel to cry , i scare to call back , i scare to face my family , i feel to collapse ? do u noe ?
the way u scold me just like my dad hand and accident is my fault !!!!!!!!
i can't accept tis burden !!!!
sorry ~ i fail my life !
i fail my exam , i fail my friendship and relation !!!
i donno how to face the life !
i noe life is hard but we still need to pass through but can any 1 telling me the right way to walk through all of tis ?
i just wanna be normal ..................................
CK , wat should u do ?
CNY coming ~ so i need to went back to my hometown , melaka again ...........
u can say tat i'm cruel enough , but really i hate my home ~
but i try to accept it ~ since they r the 1 who big me up ~
but since i'm small the still hope to run away from tis house ~
why ? hahaha ~ i hate it ~
calling u is just 4 work ~ study , no friends and entertainment ~
about study ya ~ u noe wat ? i not hating study but just how i read or study , the word in the book still can't copy in to my brain ~
i damn stupid i noe ~ my dad and mum is good in their study but sorry i not ~
i noe wat i doing , i try to study hard just look like no1 can see it ~
y other people going back their hometown is so happy but not me ? i hope i can be happy when i can spent my time with my family , but y i can't ?
i just hope to be normal ~
my dad always say don't compare urself with other , i'm not comparing but just demand something tat is basic from the normal family , i still helping ,i still study , but y i can't own tat simple demand ?
and my mum ~ i always thinking , y she hate me ? cursing me and say tat i can't finish my diploma .............. no words ~
i try to take my friends advice just like Teck Yu and Hui Min , they hope tat i can spent more time with my family ~
i do wat they teach but seem like useless ~
y they can't just giving me support in the write way ?
forcing me is a support 4 me ? are u kidding ?
ya i noe i failed my exam is my fault but can u just tell me with the soft way , just like saying ' next time be more harder in tis 'or telling me the right way to go ,but not scolding and cursing ?
everytime u call me , the way both of u talking just like threaten me , u noe the way you talk is giving me more stress ?
i feel to cry , i scare to call back , i scare to face my family , i feel to collapse ? do u noe ?
the way u scold me just like my dad hand and accident is my fault !!!!!!!!
i can't accept tis burden !!!!
sorry ~ i fail my life !
i fail my exam , i fail my friendship and relation !!!
i donno how to face the life !
i noe life is hard but we still need to pass through but can any 1 telling me the right way to walk through all of tis ?
i just wanna be normal ..................................
CK , wat should u do ?
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