After 300 years and 1 month ......................==
finally i update my blog again ~
between tis 1 month , CK ?
tell the truth , how many times u had cry ?
donno ~ almost twice a week ~
hahaha~
FCUK my life 4 loving you ~
i didn't hate you but just can't accept the truth tat happen between both of us ~
when our friendship start to change this situation ?
how many times i had tell you i demand nothing , just a friend ~
my favourite song for emo, just be friend and kiss the rain , i had repeat them for so many times in the middle of the night...
my friend saw me crying , she say nothing , just hug me tightly ~
i ask her , should i just let our friendship just continue like tis ? should i continue loving him ? should i wait him ?
althogh just half year , i had fall in love deep on him ........
she say , i donno , depend on u~
4 myself , i really donno ...
i had lost the reason tat continue loving you ........... do i have the chance ? no ......
yesterday i play tarot , i get a card , it mention dream ...........
a little boy wearing nicely standing far away watching a big castle ...........
i noe wat its mean .............is just your dream , he not a right person , just forget about it .......
should i regret for loving you ?
no , i didn't , i won't and always ........
i'm happy to noe you as friend ........before that ........
your attitude to me had change , i noe is my problem , no reason to blame you ...........
the memory tat u had give i will remember at the rest for my life ..........
i love you and always .............. u noe but u ignore ..........
no point to forcing you to love me ...........
the things that not belong to you , just let it go ........
how many times i had said this do myself ? maybe i had let it go just still can't forget ..........
sorry , so my times i had tell you ............
you hate this word i keep repeat it ..................
boy, i hope it not the last time , i hope i can still have the strenght to smile to you just like nothing happen b4 but sorry i can't ..............
finally i update my blog again ~
between tis 1 month , CK ?
tell the truth , how many times u had cry ?
donno ~ almost twice a week ~
hahaha~
FCUK my life 4 loving you ~
i didn't hate you but just can't accept the truth tat happen between both of us ~
when our friendship start to change this situation ?
how many times i had tell you i demand nothing , just a friend ~
my favourite song for emo, just be friend and kiss the rain , i had repeat them for so many times in the middle of the night...
my friend saw me crying , she say nothing , just hug me tightly ~
i ask her , should i just let our friendship just continue like tis ? should i continue loving him ? should i wait him ?
althogh just half year , i had fall in love deep on him ........
she say , i donno , depend on u~
4 myself , i really donno ...
i had lost the reason tat continue loving you ........... do i have the chance ? no ......
yesterday i play tarot , i get a card , it mention dream ...........
a little boy wearing nicely standing far away watching a big castle ...........
i noe wat its mean .............is just your dream , he not a right person , just forget about it .......
should i regret for loving you ?
no , i didn't , i won't and always ........
i'm happy to noe you as friend ........before that ........
your attitude to me had change , i noe is my problem , no reason to blame you ...........
the memory tat u had give i will remember at the rest for my life ..........
i love you and always .............. u noe but u ignore ..........
no point to forcing you to love me ...........
the things that not belong to you , just let it go ........
how many times i had said this do myself ? maybe i had let it go just still can't forget ..........
sorry , so my times i had tell you ............
you hate this word i keep repeat it ..................
boy, i hope it not the last time , i hope i can still have the strenght to smile to you just like nothing happen b4 but sorry i can't ..............
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