Since CNY start , life just like boring and messing up~
you walk in to my life and you just walk out without my knowing after u left a scars~
i though u will be the 1st person tat will company me this year 4 the valentime ~
look like i had over thinking ~ hahahahaha ~ how the god giving me this type of joke ~
i can't stand on it ~
some1 tell me tat , how bad are you but still a person love you , how good are you still a person hate u ~
i just realize tat~
1 month in melaka ~
it giving me time , keep working , keep thinking , stop missing you 4 tis whole month ~
even though ur birthday , tat time , the last message 4 u ~
tat is a promise 4 myself , the final tender tat i give u , no matter wat u reply , wat u do , no regret ~
but after sending out i cry , 4 the whole nite , till the second day ~
i donno y i crying , but i had cry for few day every nite ~
after tat just like nothing happen , u just disappear from my life ~
my mind just blank out ~
meeting friends continue laughing ~
no 1 notice my change ~
i though i can continue to be like tis till the day i meet my best friend tat i noe him since i'm ten ~
he notice my change , he ask me : after all of tis , do the tears worth ?
u change a lot ck , not ur appearence but your character , i donno y , i think is the people u mix tat make u change ~
the people tat i mix can't change me but just u , u the person who change me , the boy i love 4 3years , i had just forget him when i meet u ,from the 1st sight ~
i won't forget the situation tat i see u for the 1st time , UA , the dancing room , ur big eye , hahaha ~
the 1st time i message u , i still remember wat u said , although i had delete from my inbox ~
the food tat i eat when i 1st time go out with the gang and u , although u bringing ur gf ~
the 1st time i went back late 2am just for company u when u emo ~
1st time ~
god ............................ can u turn the time back ? turn the time back to the 1st day i coming to the collage , with the memory i had now , i hope i can make a change , all the things , my study , the subject tat i choose , the thing tat i had do , u tat i had meet ............
just u ~
you walk in to my life and you just walk out without my knowing after u left a scars~
i though u will be the 1st person tat will company me this year 4 the valentime ~
look like i had over thinking ~ hahahahaha ~ how the god giving me this type of joke ~
i can't stand on it ~
some1 tell me tat , how bad are you but still a person love you , how good are you still a person hate u ~
i just realize tat~
1 month in melaka ~
it giving me time , keep working , keep thinking , stop missing you 4 tis whole month ~
even though ur birthday , tat time , the last message 4 u ~
tat is a promise 4 myself , the final tender tat i give u , no matter wat u reply , wat u do , no regret ~
but after sending out i cry , 4 the whole nite , till the second day ~
i donno y i crying , but i had cry for few day every nite ~
after tat just like nothing happen , u just disappear from my life ~
my mind just blank out ~
meeting friends continue laughing ~
no 1 notice my change ~
i though i can continue to be like tis till the day i meet my best friend tat i noe him since i'm ten ~
he notice my change , he ask me : after all of tis , do the tears worth ?
u change a lot ck , not ur appearence but your character , i donno y , i think is the people u mix tat make u change ~
the people tat i mix can't change me but just u , u the person who change me , the boy i love 4 3years , i had just forget him when i meet u ,from the 1st sight ~
i won't forget the situation tat i see u for the 1st time , UA , the dancing room , ur big eye , hahaha ~
the 1st time i message u , i still remember wat u said , although i had delete from my inbox ~
the food tat i eat when i 1st time go out with the gang and u , although u bringing ur gf ~
the 1st time i went back late 2am just for company u when u emo ~
1st time ~
god ............................ can u turn the time back ? turn the time back to the 1st day i coming to the collage , with the memory i had now , i hope i can make a change , all the things , my study , the subject tat i choose , the thing tat i had do , u tat i had meet ............
just u ~
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