sorry ~ since when tis word has coming out from me recently ?
the reason i saying sorry , my friend that care 4 me always , i not tough enough to leave out everything yet ~
i still miss that stupid , i still feel uncomfortable when i lose connection wiyh him ,
i feel insecure when i didn't find out that he is safe ..................
sorry , i deactive my account sudden just because he want me to dissappear from his life .......
cause i too mind what he saying , what ever the word he say to me is always in my mind .....
as conclusion , it not nice to say it out but the thing is i still stop myself from stalking him...........
is a habit or wat ? i donno ~ if it really a habit i hape i can lose it ......
sometimes the world look perfect from outside but it started to be bad from deep ............
i deactive my account yesterday , the reason is i keep remember the word ........ step out from my life .....
the second time it let me feel like is such difficult to be a good friend ........ is the way i care for you is wrong ?
or am i really really a bad girl so u feel that i am so annoying ........
if u really want me to leave your world without leaving any memory and step, give me the reason that why u refuse to be my friend .............
i will follow ur word as ur wish dissappear from ur world forever ......
till now , i think u never noe , in my mind you always a good person no matter , wat they say ..........
i like the way u treat ur friend execpt me ....... i donno why u didn't treat me like other girls , i just hope u treat me normal ....
sorry , if i not perfect enough to be a friend , i really sorry ~ this is me , this is the way i treat every 1 in my life , if u feel annoying , sorry i won't change , this is me , i'm CK , i born to give happiness not pleasing some1 to be my friend ~
ok , if talking face problem , u have ur face , i also have my face too !!!!!!!!!!
don't think ur face are the only important in tis world !! i also need it !!
don't make me throwing rough word on you ! i hate it !!!!
u though giving F word or calling people bitch , gay or L is very proud of urself ? people will like it ?
sorry , it is damn idoit idea to be ! people will hate it ?
wat will u think when you think to a person when a person calling u back with the word u scolding other people ~
i not scolding but just an advice ~
tis time is not a chance , tis is giving myself a respect ~
just wanna tell some 1 tat i maybe not tough enough to get hurt again , but still please respect me as other girl u treat them ~
i can't promise that i won't cry 4 that stupid again but i wwill try my best to leave myself from stalking him ~
it is really a bad habit ==
end ~
thx my friends........ love you all , truely and always ~
the reason i saying sorry , my friend that care 4 me always , i not tough enough to leave out everything yet ~
i still miss that stupid , i still feel uncomfortable when i lose connection wiyh him ,
i feel insecure when i didn't find out that he is safe ..................
sorry , i deactive my account sudden just because he want me to dissappear from his life .......
cause i too mind what he saying , what ever the word he say to me is always in my mind .....
as conclusion , it not nice to say it out but the thing is i still stop myself from stalking him...........
is a habit or wat ? i donno ~ if it really a habit i hape i can lose it ......
sometimes the world look perfect from outside but it started to be bad from deep ............
i deactive my account yesterday , the reason is i keep remember the word ........ step out from my life .....
the second time it let me feel like is such difficult to be a good friend ........ is the way i care for you is wrong ?
or am i really really a bad girl so u feel that i am so annoying ........
if u really want me to leave your world without leaving any memory and step, give me the reason that why u refuse to be my friend .............
i will follow ur word as ur wish dissappear from ur world forever ......
till now , i think u never noe , in my mind you always a good person no matter , wat they say ..........
i like the way u treat ur friend execpt me ....... i donno why u didn't treat me like other girls , i just hope u treat me normal ....
sorry , if i not perfect enough to be a friend , i really sorry ~ this is me , this is the way i treat every 1 in my life , if u feel annoying , sorry i won't change , this is me , i'm CK , i born to give happiness not pleasing some1 to be my friend ~
ok , if talking face problem , u have ur face , i also have my face too !!!!!!!!!!
don't think ur face are the only important in tis world !! i also need it !!
don't make me throwing rough word on you ! i hate it !!!!
u though giving F word or calling people bitch , gay or L is very proud of urself ? people will like it ?
sorry , it is damn idoit idea to be ! people will hate it ?
wat will u think when you think to a person when a person calling u back with the word u scolding other people ~
i not scolding but just an advice ~
tis time is not a chance , tis is giving myself a respect ~
just wanna tell some 1 tat i maybe not tough enough to get hurt again , but still please respect me as other girl u treat them ~
i can't promise that i won't cry 4 that stupid again but i wwill try my best to leave myself from stalking him ~
it is really a bad habit ==
end ~
thx my friends........ love you all , truely and always ~
ck, beth here.. eh gal chill up and yeah life treats everyone equally the same but different in angle and depths.. babes, chill la kan.. and yeah you are not a bad girl, stop saying that.. hey buzz me at my blog yah..
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