last turn back~ new journey~

it is a promise~ and this is the last time i turn back to talk about my past~
about my past~ it always make me hate myself~
seeing myself ~ so stupid ~ so lonely~
am i too proud or think a lot than other that having same age with me~
i too careful and walking so fast ~ cause i hate and scare to be hurt ~
and because of too fast ~ i lost the happiness that i should had for my passing age ~
my bro tell me although u loss somethings in the pass but i gain something now and future ~
ya~ just like wat he say i gain something~ i know the world more than other ~ i know what the real world look like~i got more expirence than other~
is not easy to be hurt in the future if u know a lot and think a lot~
face the world ~ face the truth~ this is how i live~

since the new journey start~
i wanna be a better girl ~
slow down my step~ enjoy everything i should have in the collage life~
may be i should think about boys ~ haha~ but not now ~
get a close buddy ~ ya i got a lot now~
study like hell~ yes , i did ~ is a good starting~
don't sleep at night just because facebook , mamak and internet~ yes , i doing now ~XD
go a crazy date with all my friends ~ haha~
i wanna be a better girlfriend~ maybe now i not perfect yet~ya~my body size~
i wanna a be a good student~ not A but try my best~
throw a way all the bad memory all about my past~
haha~ love you all my buddy~ and a guy i should let go~
let go the things that shouldn't belong to me ~
may be the next 1 will be better ~ or single maybe also better ~^^

say HI ~ to the whole new me ~ haha~CK Tan 陈秋静～
爱你自己，你会爱上未来～
单身也能快乐 ～